Truth be told its been a long time since i have embarked upon auto biographical writings but then again its been a long time since i have performed , and for this process , one feeds into the other.
I currently find my self hurtiling across the lands inside the carcass of a mechanical animal, not sure of this creatures agenda but one things for certain and that is our shared goal, to get or there as promptly as possible.
I like many others inevitably question why , what for and how i exist and most of the time the answers that creep forth from the recesses of my mind are not in the slightest positive so i find myself banishing these demons back . from whence they came with uttered sayings of ignorance and avoidance.Now its not to say that this is continual for ever now and then the mundane is punctured with pricks of meaning and reassurance and i find on days like this that a brighter light can be seen.
The activity's that we partake in on a daily basis start to define us, our jobs start to give us meaning , our children give us a reason to live , our hopes propel us forward. That is if one of the aforementioned apply to you if not then surely you can pinpoint some reason or another you have for existence.( i dont believe i can and stop calling me Shirley!) Honestly most of the time i struggle but i don't believe for one second this symptomatic of my character , the general populous on a large part are indeed happy with their 'distractions'.
Where i am or rather the activity's in which i shall partake this week could be classified as distractions but a distraction i am wholly happy to engage with, the next 5 days will unveil inner-workings and innate truths.
Bottom line being i am happy to back performing. Two years of mendacity passed slowly.
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