Guardian Law

So i wake to my flat mate singing little Wayne at the top of his voice missing every other lyric and i cant help but put this in contrast to the events of the weekend , loud , overstated obnoxious comments seem to pollute the waters of a clearest mind, an ideal angel has shown her face and i have aspersions cast in my mind, the most profound of connections are made between two people from quite opposite worlds, she: a pure soul, an unbound energy , the innocence of a child . Me: a cynic , a doubter and far from innocence, yet somehow these two worlds collide and create a limbo of understanding .
  This weekend has been one of life changing proportions, i spoke to someone who i have held dear in my heart since his departure, i never knew this man yet he granted me with the gift to live , i never set eyes upon his person yet i know every part of him so vividly , i couldn't see him yet something told me he was there watching over me and this creature of ethereal proportions confirmed this to me, creating a channel between him and me.
I never knew you before but now i know you are there you feel akin to an appendage , i simply cannot live without you and  thank you for your guidance and support, also for confirming to me that this is not the end, there is life afterwards or something that makes this existence look pale in comparison.
You have given me the will to carry onward's , aware more than ever that i must succeed in my creative efforts for you brought this person to me , not just so i could hear your voice but so she could instill life into me , i am alive once more.


I love you dad and always will. To carry you with me forever. Rest in peace.